Feeling of mine

So it's the end of the week (Friday) and today has been a struggle with my emotions. I became frustrated because I started to think about different things all at once. It became overwhelming and I just wasn't in the mood of being around people or doing anything but studying. I talk to my mom and told her why these feeling came over me. At the moment I felt like I have yet to apply myself towards my academics like I should be because I am easily distracted, I need a car (..or maybe I really want one-same difference lol) but I have different things going on now that made me realize I kinda don't have the resources to try and be super woman right now. I would love to have a job as well but do I need one really??? My mom cheered me up because I was feeling really down. I just thought of everything I want/needed all at once and frustration took over my emotions and that's not good. Eventually I had to let these emotions out so I cried in the car with my friend. I was really holding it in ( I don't cry in front of people, I'm just a G like that lol) but sometimes you can't help it. I needed to do that. I have great friends that support me, is there when I need them to be for anything, but I just didn't want my feeling to show at that particular moment. What I am trying to say is that I am human, and it's okay for me to feel this way sometime BUT...don't put yourself down like I did, because now I realize that only made things worst. I am a very positive person and I know when things happen in my life rather good or bad, it happens when it suppose to because that's God plan. I have to have even more faith than what I already have. I believe I will receive all my blessing but/and patience is a virtue. I think I have to sometimes step back and tell myself I am in control of every situation I am in and if I want to see any changes I have the ability to apply myself and work towards whatever goal I have set. Soooo to wrap this week up..it was an eye opening experience to what I really need to do for this semester in order for me to pass my classes, save money, not get distracted with my friends, and keep a beautiful attitude no matter what....hint hint next weeks memo :)