Quick note...

PEOPLE WILL TRY YOU!!! DON'T LET ANYONE TAKE YOUR JOY OR MAKE YOU FEEL SOME TYPE OF WAY ONCE THEY "TRY" TO BRING YOU DOWN IN ANY FORM OR FASHION. TUNE NEGITIVITY OUT OF YOUR WORLD. MOVE ON...KEEP THAT HEAD UP. 

Grateful

       Good morning!! It's pretty early but I had to blog this morning. First I want to share some inspiration I got through a text this morning from my granny. She texted me to say how she is so proud of me while she was looking at me baby pictures. She started to remember when I was a kid and how I have grown into a beautiful young woman. She loves that I am at school getting an education and working towards my dreams and aspirations. She truly loves me and I love her too but most of all I'm so grateful for her.  

 

                      After that text message I realize it is very important to know how grateful you are even for the little things. I have great family and friends that help me on my journey to success and I'm there for them, but sometimes we don't realize that until the last minute. Let's focus on counting our blessing and not our troubles ( I wanted to quote that but I really forgot who said it ugh sorry lol). So I'm going to start off this week being grateful and making the most out of what I have. I'm also staying inside because it extremely cold out today, so I hope everyone in the Midwest stays warm and cozy ( spring is around the corner yay!). While I'm inside warm and cozy I'm just going to do some homework, work on my choreography for Mine by Beyoncé, and probably watch some vlog on YouTube lol.  Have a good day peeps!!!   

                                

Feeling of mine

So it's the end of the week (Friday) and today has been a struggle with my emotions. I became frustrated because I started to think about different things all at once. It became overwhelming and I just wasn't in the mood of being around people or doing anything but studying. I talk to my mom and told her why these feeling came over me. At the moment I felt like I have yet to apply myself towards my academics like I should be because I am easily distracted, I need a car (..or maybe I really want one-same difference lol) but I have different things going on now that made me realize I kinda don't have the resources to try and be super woman right now. I would love to have a job as well but do I need one really??? My mom cheered me up because I was feeling really down. I just thought of everything I want/needed all at once and frustration took over my emotions and that's not good. Eventually I had to let these emotions out so I cried in the car with my friend. I was really holding it in ( I don't cry in front of people, I'm just a G like that lol) but sometimes you can't help it. I needed to do that. I have great friends that support me, is there when I need them to be for anything, but I just didn't want my feeling to show at that particular moment. What I am trying to say is that I am human, and it's okay for me to feel this way sometime BUT...don't put yourself down like I did, because now I realize that only made things worst. I am a very positive person and I know when things happen in my life rather good or bad, it happens when it suppose to because that's God plan. I have to have even more faith than what I already have. I believe I will receive all my blessing but/and patience is a virtue. I think I have to sometimes step back and tell myself I am in control of every situation I am in and if I want to see any changes I have the ability to apply myself and work towards whatever goal I have set. Soooo to wrap this week up..it was an eye opening experience to what I really need to do for this semester in order for me to pass my classes, save money, not get distracted with my friends, and keep a beautiful attitude no matter what....hint hint next weeks memo :)

                                           

Weekly Memo

Today I want to focus the week on productivity and self growth with patience and self worth/love. This week I'm going to turn these terms into action everyday to better myself academically, mentally and spiritually. I want to get a lot things done with my study's this week but I also want to have a positive attitude doing so with everything I do. It's going to be a challenge but I know I can do it because I have faith and believe if I really want to do something it will and can happen for me. So......as a weekly memo I encourage my people to not let anyone still your joy that you have created for yourself no matter what. Be the change you want in your life weather you are starting big or small. Let's make it a productive week. 

Natural Thick Curls

I decided to blow dry my hair and curl it while it was still in its course/thick state. My hair was still moisturizes with olive oil from two days ago so I didn't add any other product. Once I finished blow drying my hair, I twist and Bantu knot it dry. I tried the Bantu knot wet and it didn't work out lol...anywho I let it sit for over night and this is the beautiful result. My hair is growing so muh and so healthy all because of less heat and sew-ins.